I want to talk about the “coulda-woulda-shoulda” Maze \u2013 aka – the Blame Game. I find myself trapped in this game almost every day. \u00a0The phrases roll through my mind like wildfires through a forest on a hot, dry day in summer: look what you did with the time today; you could have helped someone; \u00a0you should have done that; you should find someplace to volunteer; God would want you to do this; if you could do anything you should be spending your time intentionally on a mission project instead of spending money on a vacation; there\u2019s a Sunday school class out there with your name on it, you could teach it if you would.<\/span><\/p>\n And so it goes. Endlessly. Trapped in the Maze.<\/span><\/p>\n I waste time. We all do. Do you beat yourself up over it? I do.<\/span><\/p>\n I go from watching Netflix to Amazon to Apple tv.<\/span><\/p>\n I go to the grocery store for just that one thing and end up strolling the aisles for an hour and a half. {I know. How could anyone do that willingly?<\/strong>}\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Or I read through FB, email, blogs, other social media or shop the internet.\u00a0 I could go on. I\u2019m sure you have your own list.<\/span><\/p>\n What I could do, or would do, or should do I daydream about frequently. Those daydreams become grandiose at times. \u00a0Great things I could do, would do or should do for God. \u00a0Back in reality, I blame myself for not doing those grander things; \u00a0for not doing something more.<\/span><\/p>\n But-what God wants me to do has nothing to do with any of that.<\/span><\/p>\n His plan and purpose for me is fulfilled in how He designed me and where He has placed me.<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019m right where He wants me to be.<\/span><\/p>\n Here.<\/span><\/p>\n Not there.<\/span><\/p>\n Not off somewhere loving on orphans for a few days and then back home- broken hearted and wrecked (as some say), writing about them in the hopes that others will contribute to their welfare because they are touched by the words I write or the 4×6 glossy prints I post.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Don\u2019t get me wrong. I wish I could be Jesus\u2019 hands and feet to the great big world out there. I am forever amazed and impressed by fellow bloggers that can and do travel and help in the way that they are gifted and purposed by Him. I love reading your stories and seeing the pictures, I pray for you and for the people you reach out to, I ask for blessings in the middle of the barefoot poverty that is the mission field.<\/span><\/p>\n But I know in my heart of hearts – down deep – there, where my spirit and His commune together that His purpose for me is here. That I\u2019m right where He wants me.<\/span><\/p>\n Preparing the next generation to listen for His voice and recognize when He is speaking to them. I do that by loving on those littles; reading to them; singing \u2013sometimes off-key, and pointing them to Jesus.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n I talk with friends and family. I pray for them. I help where I can. I am just being me. I\u2019m the me that He made me to be.<\/span><\/p>\n No, I\u2019m not a missionary anywhere but here. He has brought me to where I can help the way He wants me to help. I\u2019m ok with that when I stop daydreaming and really think about it.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n And, those of you who can and do go to where He sends you? I will be here; praying for you and cheering you on. Knowing that you are just who and where He designed you to be.<\/span><\/p>\n He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, and to love kindness and mercy, and to humble yourself and walk humbly with your God? Micah 6:8 AMP<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Fall is here. Ok, autumn, really. But someone forgot to tell Texas that the temps can cool down now- the calendar says it\u2019s October, not late August. We are still experiencing mid to high 90s in the day(high 30s for you centigrade folks). 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