{"id":77,"date":"2015-01-09T18:24:09","date_gmt":"2015-01-09T23:24:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/?p=77"},"modified":"2016-08-23T18:28:10","modified_gmt":"2016-08-23T23:28:10","slug":"story","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/2015\/01\/09\/story\/","title":{"rendered":"Story"},"content":{"rendered":"

Accckkkk.<\/p>\n

No exclamation. Just full stop. Period.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been slogging through my brain, it\u2019s molasses in there. You don\u2019t want to wander around in there. Trust me. Getting lost takes no talent in those nooks and crannies.<\/p>\n

There are so many things that I want to pull out of that bit of gray matter. But it\u2019s gotten worse than wandering around in the Doctor\u2019s TARDIS.\u00a0 I turn a corner and find a childhood memory. Another, and there\u2019s one of my teen memories. Yes, predictable. Just.<\/p>\n

\"onthecounterweb\"<\/p>\n

I know there\u2019s a story in there. Wedged between the recording of Beethoven\u2019s Pastoral and Steppenwolf\u2019s Born to be Wild playing on the 8-track cranked up as loud as it can go with all of the windows down on the red VW bus we owned when we first married.<\/p>\n

{Loved that bus- well, except for the part about holding it in 4th\u00a0when up to speed because it always popped out of gear around 60mph}<\/p>\n

There\u2019s another tucked in behind the eye-opening experience at the age of 12 when I went to camp in England and saw all that London had to offer at the height of Beatlemania.<\/p>\n

{London- you still have that draw for me}<\/p>\n

And way back there, I\u2019m toddling along in a backyard or at the zoo or climbing the monkeybars. There\u2019s a story in there somewhere.<\/p>\n

\"monkeybarsweb\"<\/p>\n

Why can\u2019t I pull it out from under the blankets, air it out and put it on paper?<\/p>\n

Maybe that\u2019s what the after Christmas letdown really is, or maybe it’s the January snowed in blues.<\/p>\n

{not that I’m snowed in where I am}<\/p>\n

I\u2019ll be looking for this story til March; it looks like.<\/p>\n

Enough about me- what about you?<\/p>\n

What\u2019s hidden deep in there, in the back of that attic in your mind just out of reach?<\/p>\n

A story?<\/p>\n

A song?<\/p>\n

A poem?<\/p>\n

A prayer?<\/p>\n

How do you access it and pull it out of that thin air?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O Lord, my strength, and my redeemer.\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>Psalm 19:14<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

And then I read a blog post, a connection a friend sent that ties me to the word that He chose for me this year,\u00a0surrender<\/span><\/strong>:\u00a0“<\/a>Dubus writes an idea in a notebook, and then leaves it alone: \u201cI try never to think about where a story will go.\u201d Planning is an act of control, and \u201cI will kill the story by controlling it; I work to\u00a0surrender<\/strong><\/span>.\u201d<\/a>\u00a0(emphasis mine)\u00a0<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

And I do. Surrender.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Accckkkk. No exclamation. Just full stop. Period. I\u2019ve been slogging through my brain, it\u2019s molasses in there. You don\u2019t want to wander around in there. Trust me. Getting lost takes no talent in those nooks and crannies. There are so many things that I want to pull out of that bit of gray matter. But … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[61,59,60,58],"class_list":["post-77","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","tag-gifts","tag-heart","tag-inspiration","tag-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=77"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":80,"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77\/revisions\/80"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=77"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=77"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsfromthehomefront.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=77"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}